Its 19th June 2011 and its been six months since we've been together...

Raymen+Carmond

On the eve of our anniversary...

I ask him out as usual

We dun know where to go n he drive me to

Bandar Bukit Tinggi, Klang...

We had dinner at Vivo n watch movie"大武生"

I bought a gift box to put his present 

We folded the gift box n i place the present inside...

I lied him thats for my bro....

Then we watch movie...

After that we went to Look Out Point

I tot he remember it was our anniversary.. haha

After 12am I gave the present to him which he so shock 

n he couldn't believe its for him <3

Its the 1st time i'm giving him a suprise 

and i only realise that giving ur loves one a suprise is also not an easy job...

thats why i'm so touch that he did gave me a lot of suprise last time...

I'm so in love with you, Raymond Yim <3

Its not easy to maintain a relationship n overcome all the problems that occur after long time together

but 

I'm truly blessed that we could make it this far =)

I also hope our relationship will goes further till the end of the world..

Love ya~ <3<3

Happie 21st Birthday to my BRO!!

Its my bro birthday celebration which we have made it early

His actual birthday was on the 22nd September...

I've made the board as his birthday gift..

Its the largest party i ever handle... 

i handmade it... =)

Again I would like to wish my Kor Kor 

'Happy 21st Birthday!!"

Blog ROTTEN!! i saw SpiderWEB!! hahhaha~

Its been long time i didn't update my blog!
Let's talk about wat have i did all this while...

I remember....

I work in OPERA as shooter girl to earn a living,

Times were hard n i had to overcome it...

Through working at club, i've met different kinds of peoples,

Some are sincerely wanna be friends but mostly not,

I need to drink alcohols and pretend friendly in order to get more sales,

sometimes i even cried bcoz of not hitting target,

going back home 3am everyday,

have to face a lot of hamsap lou n smokers smokes everywhere,

n i wanna say is... i will NEVER ever back to work as 

shooter girl as I DON WANNA HAVE LIFE LIKE THIS ANYMORE..

the main point is I PROMISE MY BF NOT TO WORK DY =)

oh ya!! I'm in a relationship with RAYMOND YIM<3 

my lovely BF<3

I remember...

Our 1st met at Nicholas's birthday at MIST club last year,

he was there n he tried to talk to me...

I remember...

My 1st impression for him was not so good bcoz he hug me from the back to dance in the club

but after a few time gathering, my perception toward him changed.

He seems to be a fun n jovial guy that talks alot

but actually he was a very shy guy.

He make himself brave n try to chat with me^^

I remember...

He always send me home after i finish working at OPERA

He boiled porridge for me when i'm sick

He make ginseng chrysanthynum honey drink for me

He accompany me to do my assignments

He drive me everywhere that i wish to go

He tried to make Mushroom soup but failed

He tried to learn piano and able to play a little

He did a lot of hard work without letting me know

n i truly appreciate a great guy like U!!

I remember...

the 1st date on the Valentines eve

Its so wonderful...

Every dating he brings me eat nice food!!

Yah, we both likes to eat a lot.. hahaha

The songs he like... JJ Lin's songs...

The 1st time he ask me to be his gf which i rejected him...

but i knew i'm oredi have feelings for him that time,

just wanna see more about him.

The day which i eventually accepted to be his GF

19th March 2011...

I remember...

He always keep me cheers

Everyday gave me a call or at least a msg

The guy that i could really rely on

That could touch my heart by just words n actions

Could make me happy easily

Could stand my selfishness

Overcome problems together

and last

I have no regrets on having such a great man in my life like him... 

I LOVES U Soh Mond~

Valentine's Day

For this year, its a little different day for me...
Its my 1st time celebrating it...
Dinner dates, Flower, Gift, Surprise n Romantic-ness~
Its such a wonderful & memorable day~
Thanks to U...

<3  Dinner @ Sushi Zei, Pavillion
<3  Find our way to Look Out Point
<3  Had a drink with the great nite view of KL @ Look Out Point
<3  Surprise gift~ SEED dress!!! n flower =D

This is the DRESS!! 

2011~

New Year 

New Hairstyle.... again.. haha =D

my 3rd time haircut...

i'm BACK!!

SoRRy for didn update 4 such a long time...

2010 has past n i'm kinda lazy to update my blog...

For the past few months, many things has changed...

1st, my hair style!!

before

after...

Many ppl ask me, 

Y u wanna cut ur hair??

wat makes u so sad until need to cut till so short?!

haha...

its bcoz.....

TONI&GUYS Hairshow la....

i'm invited by my bro's friend, a model also..

n its my 1st time being a MODEL!!! 

i can't believe it, i'm given a chance to do so^^

Such a memorable opportunity..

he's the model... William

Kate + Me

Haikal + Me

.....

below is some of my 1st haircut photos

 then

2nd time haircut...

For this haircut, i've gone for a photo shooting at studio

by Lovely Hamster~ Diana

Well, thats all for 2010...Bye =D

I miss U...

Its my 1st time writing a post bout U..
以前，总听到朋友说你喜欢我。。
我没留意因为当时我心有所属
等到我留意到你，甚至喜欢上时，你却不在。。
这几天非常难熬。。。
整天盯着手机看你是否有给我留短讯，
等了整天还是没有。。
就连我哥也好奇我这几天的安静，
没在按电话。。。

“米修米修，在想念一个人，可是他是不会知道的”
是在说你啊。。。
上网又没见你的踪影。。搞到我没什么心情。
为什么才几天罢了就变了？
难道真是我所猜的，你喜欢上别人了吗？
难道又像我前一个吗？重蹈复彻？？
心好慌哦。。。 >.<
心中的不安让我无法不去乱想。。。
设想很多个可能性。。。
编种种理由维护他，自我安慰，自欺欺人。。。
我。。。对爱情变得胆小，懦弱，没自信了。

我只是个女孩。

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人疼，有人愛，有人包容，有人抱著我睡，有人讓我撒嬌，有人可以吃我做的飯，有人可以誇我乖，有人能陪在我身邊，有人能過馬路的時候拉著我的手，有人能給我安全。有人喜歡帶我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了都會有人背。有人樂意帶我去他去的各種場合，並把我介紹給他的朋友們。

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人關心，有人保護，有人會記得每天告訴我晚安，有人告訴我他對我很安心。有人記得我們一起過去的點滴，有人絕對不把我們之間的承諾作兒戲。有人告訴我，照顧我，他一點也不累。

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人認同我，有人認真思考然後告訴我他覺得我的話其實也有道理，在我做了點可愛的事情以後摸摸我的頭鼓勵我做的好。有人不輕易誇我，也不吝嗇大力誇我。

我只是個女孩。

我希望能有人惦記我，在我鬱悶大哭的時候把我的頭按在胸膛哭夠了問我怎麼了。我希望有人告訴我，有時候想念我令他難受。我嬌氣，不放縱，不說謊。不會無理取鬧，不會纏著他幫我買東西。偶然一條短訊告訴我他想我，我就知足。我不演戲，我什麼都相信。我說過的話都算數，所以，對我說過的，別忘記。請別忘記。我會盡量變得更好看，相信海誓山盟。相信自己配的上自由和幸福。

我只是個女孩。

我喜歡誠實的人。因為我誠實。如果我說我們不會再見了，我一定會躲開你。也許我還會在街邊見到你，你又會如何回憶我。我會放過自己，放過壓抑，放過附身的記憶。往事通緝，孤單侵襲，習慣就可以。如果我的想念狂湧而出，我不會告訴你。儘管如此，那些思念依然值得我珍惜。

我只是個女孩。

我會難過，但是不會自甘墮落。我會傷心，但是不會傷心太久。

也許我會遇見一個微笑的魔鬼，他將指引我，給我奇異的火花，他將短暫的照亮我的心靈。他會交給我幸福的預感，卻拒絕給我一點點幸福。

也許我會遇見一個爛醉的天使，他神經質的微笑，給我看他掉了毛的翅膀，但是上面殘存的每一片，都是能令我撐死的幸福。

***这篇文章写了我的心声。。。　Ｔ。Ｔ

你，有多了解我？？

最近心情不大好
烦心的事比较多
表面上，别人可能以为我很开朗
但真正了解我的人都知道
那只是我在伪装
不了解我的人，你们有没有想过。。。
我真正想要的东西。。。
我开不开心。。。
我想要吃什么。。。
我喜欢什么。。。
我的意见。。。
我到底喜不喜欢。。。
难道我在你们的心里是这么的不起眼吗？
你们都不在乎我的感受。。。
决定了的事就一定要跟吗？
我给的意见你们有听到吗？
如果没打算听就不要问好了。。。
没关系
没关系
这我都在默默地忍耐
我沉默不代表我赞同。。
我只是没好气说
说再多你们会听见吗？
为什么别人心情差时你们只会关心他
我呢？我也是人呀。。
多开朗的人也会有心情不好的一天
为什么你们都不问下或关心下？
难道我就这么不重要吗？
总是跟在后头是很累的。。。
你们明白吗？
偶尔回头看一下
你会看见
被抛在后头的人是多么的失落，无奈。。。
等哪天你感受到了，不要太难过。。。
因为你只是步上了别人的后程。。。

真心对待别人，人家就会对自己好。。
结果换来的是。。
不被重视的某某人。。。
孤单寂寞有谁知？

*知心友会了解我现在是纯粹发泄心情*

927... My Birthday ^-^

Today went to college to submit my black n white photography assignment..

after that...

head to NEWAYS  for Karaoke!!

went there wit..

Theresa, Janko, Nic, Kelvin n Wai Ling <3

 sing from 9pm till 2am.... 

so SYOKNYA~~

926。。。 Part 2 @ FullHouse Sunway Giza

Went to Sunway Giza's FullHouse wif

GHS Community Member:

Goh Hock Sun, Leon, Soon, Ben, Con Con

n Leon's Bro

n my buddy

Diana n Chun Yip....

Having great fun there n for sure

as a member of ghs community

we will continue our tradition during birthday...

i knew they will kena me 99 de..

so i request for not making my clothes or face dirty..

As my wish... they put this idea on me =.="

n i have to wear it to walk around da FullHouse....

so embarassing but yet it was fun... haha XD

n we took a lotz of photosss... =)

shy shy la....

hahas... n many more

u can see it on my facebook...