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Tuesday, September 20, 2011


Its 19th June 2011 and its been six months since we've been together...
Raymen+Carmond

On the eve of our anniversary...
I ask him out as usual
We dun know where to go n he drive me to
Bandar Bukit Tinggi, Klang...
We had dinner at Vivo n watch movie"大武生"
I bought a gift box to put his present 
We folded the gift box n i place the present inside...
I lied him thats for my bro....
Then we watch movie...
After that we went to Look Out Point
I tot he remember it was our anniversary.. haha
After 12am I gave the present to him which he so shock 
n he couldn't believe its for him <3

Its the 1st time i'm giving him a suprise 
and i only realise that giving ur loves one a suprise is also not an easy job...
thats why i'm so touch that he did gave me a lot of suprise last time...
I'm so in love with you, Raymond Yim <3













Its not easy to maintain a relationship n overcome all the problems that occur after long time together
but 

I'm truly blessed that we could make it this far =)
I also hope our relationship will goes further till the end of the world..
Love ya~ <3<3


Happie 21st Birthday to my BRO!!

Its my bro birthday celebration which we have made it early
His actual birthday was on the 22nd September...
I've made the board as his birthday gift..
Its the largest party i ever handle... 
i handmade it... =)



Again I would like to wish my Kor Kor 
'Happy 21st Birthday!!"

Blog ROTTEN!! i saw SpiderWEB!! hahhaha~

Its been long time i didn't update my blog!
Let's talk about wat have i did all this while...


I remember....
I work in OPERA as shooter girl to earn a living,
Times were hard n i had to overcome it...
Through working at club, i've met different kinds of peoples,
Some are sincerely wanna be friends but mostly not,
I need to drink alcohols and pretend friendly in order to get more sales,
sometimes i even cried bcoz of not hitting target,
going back home 3am everyday,
have to face a lot of hamsap lou n smokers smokes everywhere,
n i wanna say is... i will NEVER ever back to work as 
shooter girl as I DON WANNA HAVE LIFE LIKE THIS ANYMORE..
the main point is I PROMISE MY BF NOT TO WORK DY =)

oh ya!! I'm in a relationship with RAYMOND YIM<3 
my lovely BF<3

I remember...
Our 1st met at Nicholas's birthday at MIST club last year,
he was there n he tried to talk to me...

I remember...
My 1st impression for him was not so good bcoz he hug me from the back to dance in the club
but after a few time gathering, my perception toward him changed.
He seems to be a fun n jovial guy that talks alot
but actually he was a very shy guy.
He make himself brave n try to chat with me^^

I remember...
He always send me home after i finish working at OPERA
He boiled porridge for me when i'm sick
He make ginseng chrysanthynum honey drink for me
He accompany me to do my assignments
He drive me everywhere that i wish to go
He tried to make Mushroom soup but failed
He tried to learn piano and able to play a little
He did a lot of hard work without letting me know
n i truly appreciate a great guy like U!!

I remember...
the 1st date on the Valentines eve
Its so wonderful...
Every dating he brings me eat nice food!!
Yah, we both likes to eat a lot.. hahaha
The songs he like... JJ Lin's songs...
The 1st time he ask me to be his gf which i rejected him...
but i knew i'm oredi have feelings for him that time,
just wanna see more about him.
The day which i eventually accepted to be his GF
19th March 2011...

I remember...
He always keep me cheers
Everyday gave me a call or at least a msg
The guy that i could really rely on
That could touch my heart by just words n actions
Could make me happy easily
Could stand my selfishness
Overcome problems together

and last
I have no regrets on having such a great man in my life like him... 
I LOVES U Soh Mond~







Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Valentine's Day

For this year, its a little different day for me...
Its my 1st time celebrating it...
Dinner dates, Flower, Gift, Surprise n Romantic-ness~
Its such a wonderful & memorable day~
Thanks to U...

<3  Dinner @ Sushi Zei, Pavillion
<3  Find our way to Look Out Point
<3  Had a drink with the great nite view of KL @ Look Out Point
<3  Surprise gift~ SEED dress!!! n flower =D




This is the DRESS!! 

2011~

New Year 
New Hairstyle.... again.. haha =D
my 3rd time haircut...








i'm BACK!!

SoRRy for didn update 4 such a long time...

2010 has past n i'm kinda lazy to update my blog...
For the past few months, many things has changed...
1st, my hair style!!
before
after...

Many ppl ask me, 
Y u wanna cut ur hair??
wat makes u so sad until need to cut till so short?!

haha...
its bcoz.....

TONI&GUYS Hairshow la....
i'm invited by my bro's friend, a model also..
n its my 1st time being a MODEL!!! 
i can't believe it, i'm given a chance to do so^^
Such a memorable opportunity..
he's the model... William
Kate + Me
Haikal + Me

.....
below is some of my 1st haircut photos


 then
2nd time haircut...


For this haircut, i've gone for a photo shooting at studio
by Lovely Hamster~ Diana





Well, thats all for 2010...Bye =D


Saturday, November 27, 2010

I miss U...

Its my 1st time writing a post bout U..
以前,总听到朋友说你喜欢我。。
我没留意因为当时我心有所属
等到我留意到你,甚至喜欢上时,你却不在。。
这几天非常难熬。。。
整天盯着手机看你是否有给我留短讯,
等了整天还是没有。。
就连我哥也好奇我这几天的安静,
没在按电话。。。

“米修米修,在想念一个人,可是他是不会知道的”
是在说你啊。。。
上网又没见你的踪影。。搞到我没什么心情。
为什么才几天罢了就变了?
难道真是我所猜的,你喜欢上别人了吗?
难道又像我前一个吗?重蹈复彻??
心好慌哦。。。 >.<
心中的不安让我无法不去乱想。。。
设想很多个可能性。。。
编种种理由维护他,自我安慰,自欺欺人。。。
我。。。对爱情变得胆小,懦弱,没自信了。

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